good old time :)

heloo~ now i'm 17th years old. People said it's year to learn maturity and i do that well good enough i guess. in this year i got my driving license, live outside town without any family i close with and being mature enough in mind. But whoever i am, i always that little girl sitting alone and cry if you won't give me what i want. why i'm deciding to post stuff from my childhood because i found a person on instagram post "polly pocket" the only toy i got back then. So, i decided to take a pict of  my "polly pocket" things and here they are...

it is Horse House, Flowers Car, Apartment, Playground, Hawaii and Ice-skating

what i like the most is the Hawaii one it has two palm and a net-for sleep- between them, a treasure box, a seaside and a little house which use to take a rest after a day on beach. I don't know why i love this Hawaii pocket well i guess because.. it's orange and it's BEACH,baby~

 anyway here another picture i take from another side of my "polly pocket"

it is cute, isn't it? :3

my childhood memories isn't just playing "polly pocket" :p i played barbie and computer game, but not as much as playing "polly pocket". Because i found it was boring. Back then i have many little people who living this toy but i can't found any "people" left 

anyway, you may curious how i looked like back then? :D since 3 years old i never have a long hair, in fact  when i was on kindergarten i look much like DORA. yeah you hear it... DORA. I like my hair anyway because it was soft and really black when i was a little girl although i wasn't using any hair treatment shampoo .hihi

i found my little family old photo inside my father wallet, isn't that sweet? :3 i love him however he is, sometimes i wish i have a boyfriend like him. hehehe :p 

so i think it's enough for my new post. thanks for reading it anyway.! :D AND YES I LOVE MY CHILDHOOD AND MISS IT MUCH.! 

xx,MQ

being girly isn't that bad

so, lately i found myself like to use dress or skirt. sounds so girly hah? well, if you see me i'm not that girly :p
so i try to use one of my favorite batik skirt, it has a straight A line model so it covered all my hips-which i hate it the most- and make me look thinner :p Then i try to buy some colorful cloth and take it to tailor to get sew :D and here's some photos when i wear it :D

chiffon shirt and bandana from @rereyshop and pink skirt property of me :D

i'm a little bit excited of this skirt and i try to sell it :) but until now i have sell 1 item only. whatever it is still thanks to God for God decide :D

oh well FINALLY I GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL.!! world biggest nightmare,huh? :p lucky for me it's not a nightmare, i'm living my dream on high school, the best memories of mine are in this stage of life :3 i wear my own dress 100% handy thing :p it's gold and brown colored. here it is :)

gold high heels from donatello

i looked a little bit fatty, well who cares? i'm happy anyway :) 

from both of photos you can see i cut half of my hair :D because long hair is so annoying sometimes. then i choose to cut it all :) i guess i can't name any model from my hair :p so long that's all my news recently. and yes i'm single, let see how can i survive without writing any teary post. wishmeluck for making #30daystomoveon if i need it -___-

best regard, MQ

hai.. lately i'm sorry... :)

so yes my lastest post in on september... readers need explaination.. *umm i guess :p i've been busy.. busy for school and relationship... :p
now i'm 12th grader and yes this is November.! which means 4-5 months more i MUST go to college and being a college girl._. sometimes it feels like i'm not well-prepared to go far from home, but once again it's a must. whatever it may take it just have to be done. :) so here's my random thought  i've been write last month. oh and yes by the way my laptop has been stolen by someone and yes i don't have any suspect who it was and i miss it lately because all of my work for last 3years are inside it and i don't have any backup :((((((( sorry. it's just hard. haha. sorry and thankyou for reading readers :3 leave a comment please... MQ.

Rintik hujan,cahaya matahari,ketawa22 kecilku dan tingkah22 konyolmu yang harus aku cukupkan untuk diriku sendiri.. :) Tidak ada yang pernah membuat janji. hanya saja aku juga tidak mengerti, mengapa langkah tidak terhenti untuk waktu selama ini. :) Yang aku tau aku menikmati petasan22 kecil yang meletup22 dalam hatiku.. aku mengingat setiap candaan darimu bahkan aku mengingat setiap ekspresi wajahmu. Menakutkan bukan? How I obsessed with you?
Aku tidak pernah berdiri. Hanya angin dan kobaran22 mulut itu tidak cukup membuatku bergeming. Aku pernah pergi,jauh, bahkan sempat tidak menatapmu tapi kamu yang menepuk bahuku sambil tersenyum. Senyum yang selalu aku cinta. Penyejuk hati. Saat itu juga aku berhenti. Mungkin sempat berjalan sedikit,tapi apadaya entah energi macam apa yang kau gunakan yang membuat punggung ini serasa berat membawaku kembali kembali lagi menatap kedua matamu dan berhenti ,aku tetap berdiri tenyata. Aku saja yang tidak pernah tau. Bahwa aku tidak pernah bisa lupa.

Hai...
Sapaan itu terhenti lagi.. oh kali ini waktu tidak membeku untukku.
Kau tetap berjalan dengan angkuh dan gaya meninggalkan aku yang tadi sempat memberhentikan sapaan.
Yaa aku.. selama ini telah selalu berusaha mengumpulkan energi untuk menyapamu atau sekedar melihatmu dari kejauhan. Memalukan.
Aku selalu sarapan dengan teratur bahkan kalau dihitung pun kalori yang aku kumpulkan akan cukup untuk 8-10 jam ke depan. Tapi? Hanya dengan kamu dan seluruh aura yang kamu bawa di lorong pagi ini membuat lutut sudah tidak kuat menopang rongga dada yang sesak dengan bunga-bunga warna-warni. Bodoh.!
Aku kadang tidak mengerti kenapa... aku yang kata semua orang adalah wanita yang cukup berani mengambil tindakan di depanmu? Hanya bisa berdiri lemas.. dan menikmati kebekuan waktu yang aku pahami untuk diriku sendiri. Mungkin kamu tidak pernah tau ketika aku memperhatikan cara berjalanmu, jadwal pelajaranmu,merk tas,sepatu dan parfum mu atau bahkan hanya sekedar bunyi langkahmu yang aku hafal dan aku nikmati. Aku diam-diam dengan penasaran mengagumimu. Aku diam-diam dengan perlahan mulai mencintai tiap detil kecilmu. Senyummu, suaramu, tawa khas mu, wangi parfummu dan kelembutan tanganmu. aku menikmati semua itu lalu tersenyum-tersenyum kecil mengetahui betapa bodohnya aku ketika berhadapan denganmu.
Andai... kamu membiarkan aku menyelesaikan kalimatku, membiarkan dirimu berhenti sejenak mengobrol denganku tentu waktu akan berhenti lagi untukku dan aku memiliki beberapa menit berharga yang aku simpan dalam chip-chip otakku.

lalu di suatu hari yang cerah. aku datang dan mengenali sesosok dengan seragam rapi itu.. ya itu kamu.. berdiri dengan aura yang membuatku nyaman, aura yang tidak dimiliki orang lain.
hai..
kali ini waktu membeku dan gravitasi bertambah 10 kali lipat. aku kikuk.
*errr... hai* hanya itu? bukankah sebuah jawaban yang sangat bodoh dari orang sepertiku?
"i've been waiting for you.. yuk masuk kelas bareng.. udah telat kan ini?"
jika aku diijinkan pingsan. saat itu pula aku ingin pingsan. masa bodoh dengan pikiran kenapa,kokbisa dan siapa. dan sapaan itu yang memulai segalanya.. aku,kamu,kita

try once.. then Allah slap my face.! in hard way.!

so today i decided to not come in my extraclasses that i "should" take. but i choose to rest and sleep :3 because i'm tired. long story short my parent wake me up but i won't leave my lovelybed so they surrender (well i think they are). next, they take me to our dining room table to have a conversation with, they "slap my face" they told me that i wasn't supposed to act like child like i have done this afternoon.

it's kind of a boring things to do for you. but remember my word it would give you bright way for what you really want to be.! it's better take the extraclasses BEFORE everyone get to their favourite college then take extraclasses AFTER everyone get into their favourite college. am i right?

and yes i shed some tears~ but my father's right :)
i regret nothing, i get my sleep time and get my hard lesson from Allah through my parent :) that's make me thanking Allah much much more :3
thankyou again readers~
xxx,MQ

a promise to keep

be grateful. because "every day may not be good but there is something good in every day".

so have you count what's good in this day? i have seven things so far from this week :)
1. first day of August.!! i made promises to my friend to stop congratulating me "failed anniv" at every 2nd of every month and he's agreed :) i do this because i know enough i'm moving up \m/
2. second day of August.! well nothing special but hey.! it's Thursday~ another day and it'll end up weekend\m/
3. third day~, friday~ another day to wear hijab at school and go to Primagama course. oh i remember.! i found a fast way to done a mathematic problem. it's an amazing feeling and of course because it's Fridaaaaay\m/
4. Saturday? what can i say? everyone love this day :) i spend my time with @arriiida and nanda visiting one cafe to another one just to spend hour to hour, chatting and laughing. :)
5. sunday. no comment.! i spend myself sleeping~ and i got my chance to ride my parent's car :0 eventhough i have a driving license but my parents still not allow me riding their car so i still have to practice and prove it to them, but it's okay i'm enjoying every second of my time inside their car :3
6. mon(ster)day. i may hate this day but there's always something good in every day.! yerp\m/ i understand a pre-chapter of integral from mathematics yeah~ and i'm solving some math problems~ :) another good news from my brain *thankyou brain :*
7. t(w)ues(ter)day~. haven't see a good things yet. but what i knew is i still have ability to write a poem an old one from Indonesian culture and that's not that bad. here it is~

"buah duku dan buah kenari
sayangnya yang dicari buah manggis
berkicau burung pagi hari
menyapa mentari dan gadis manis

hari lebaran pasti baju baru
eh yang jualan ternyata kembar
gadis manis itu bermata biru
duduk sendiri di teras kamar

mencari kelapa malah beli parfum
wangi badannya tetapi lapar perutnya
menatap mentari sembari tersenyum 
namun ada yang ganjil dalam pandangannya

budi diam sambil menatap pintu
menunggu rona merahnya pipi dan kerlipan mata
menatap sayu mata gadis itu
pada pemulung sampah yang kumal di jalanan kota

kalau tidak bosan pastilah juga jenuh
menunggu dia yang tak kunjung ke kota
perlahan air mata gadis manis jatuh
tersayat hati menatap realita" 

good things come from heart not brain. you can see and learn but whatever it is,it's sound from your heart

thankyou again~ :3 xxx,MQ

sorry for look like i'm so desperate

hi readers~ sorry for a month without any posts. i have to go to my school and starting new grade as the last graders on high school, 12th a good news because i've done my 11th years but a bad news because i feel i'm not that ready to finish and start something new. i know i've been on my safe side for a long time for about 12 years and yes i know i do not have those huge mental to face another part of growing up. i just err not ready yet, but i will and i am.!

sorry for greeting you with such a sad post but i promise you a grateful post after this one, i just need to share.
i meet someone new from my school, my junior he kind of badboy with cute face just like another badboy. i know i won't let myself fall for him, so i'm not. I give him chances but i know that's just too much. i let him in too far, i let me fall too deep. i know it's in short time and yes my feeling is not that big, but yes (hell you) i have a crush on you.! a medium one. i know i can't tell lies and i know his mouth full of potion words so, i think i'll give him a chance. but, no no wait~ he meet another girl from his class, start making conversation behind me while he promise me almost anything. almost anything means anything a complete package of being boyfriend of mine. but rules are rules~ badboy&playboy kinda same and he's the complete package of it.i tell him i do have a crush on him but he tell me he love that girl much bigger than me, i laugh for my stupidity. i won't lie i hurt but i'm not even crying because i know it's not even a love, a real one of feeling i've had before. so yes i kinda hurt but it's okay i just need to tell the world like i always do then i'll give my best smile to them :) or some laugh for them. :D


i heal myself,i do thanks God for this thing because i know, i even know better that God loves me and God just want to save me from another painful time. :) so yes, that door? i've close it again with such a copper-iron big door with many securities i know i'm not ready yet for any relationship :D

xxx,MQ

my sweet 17th ~('o'~)

June 22nd 2012 :D  begin with this

at this day i get my final report for my semester :) and alhamdulillah i'm on 7th from 34th :D not just that this day i'm on my 17th and yes i celebrate it with eat and pray together at the orphan foundation. i celebrate it with some of my bestfriends :) and how it feels too awesome to talk with :) so here's some picture from this day :3

i wear uptown girl t-shirt, unbranded penguintailskirt, unbranded hijab ._.
and here's what my friends give to me :D

with my little brother, we called him curly boy :3 lol~
i love all the gifts :D it's all what i want. once again Alhamdulillah and i hope i'll be better this year aamiin.
thanks again for reading.
xxx,MQ

happy birthday my one and only father :D

at first i was piss off because he push me to eat vegetables and fruits. He push me to eat it even if it's bitter. He told me if i didn't want to eat veggies i'll have many gray hair as he have, but i don't mind because it's not a big deal for me. Now? i know he's right i got an inflamed on my large intestine because i eat veggies rarely, it's hurt so bad and i know my father was right. The doctor said if i still didn't want to eat veggies, sooner i'll get inflamed on appendix and get an operation. I cried and realize what he said was right, so from now on i would like to eat veggies and fruits because i'd like to see my parents have the bigger smile than today seeing my success. aamiin :D
and the last
he's the first gentleman i've ever know.
happy birthday my father, i love you :*

i love moustache :{D

*moustache here stand for a cute image that look like a mustache. not the real mustache*
my love to this image start when i see this meme on 9gag

this meme always appear and i start loving the shape of this cute moustache~. gaggers keep talking this meme and showing post about this "moustache" *i guess you know how to read this* ._. 

then, yesterday when i open "kawanku" magazine one of Indonesian teenager magazine i saw an article "an ode to le moustache" it's show the readers about how to make a moustache canvas bag. i feel my creativity nerves on my body start pushing me to do it so i start with:

- take my white and orange plain bag

- take acrylic paint (black)

- take a little brush

- a pencil

the steps are :

- draw moustache and write "le moustache" on the bag with pencil

- if you see it's good enough than take a brush and paint it with acrylic paint

-slowly but sure give your bag a cute ending. i give mine writing of "like a sir"

-that's all.! wait for your bag to get dry and it's ready to use :{D 

here's mine:

i made mine from old backpack and handbag :{D. is it cute? :{3 thankyou "kawanku" for inspiring me.

nb. pssssst photo of mine using one of this will catch up

thankyou again readers.

xxx,MQ.

bitches~ day out._.

so long readers~ :D
today i just suprised my old friend~ @nandsafira with cake and gifts :)
we celebrate it late actually because we want look like we forget.

so this is i'm saying Fira happy birthday and wish for her the best that she could get :) aamiin

then i've a supriseeee~ ~('o'~)
after celebrating fira's we go to my house. at my house we pray and reading my magazine while i'm watching gossip girl, then they start entering my room and sitting on my bed. my room isn't big enough it's just 3x3 metres, so it's too small for 5 of us inside there. some of them sleeping and some others reading._. what's so sad of us is one of us go home earlier because she have to go home after magrib._. you missed it nggi.!!

Then the mess start~ *black metal song backsound*
they start with reading my old messages on my phone. hacked my twitter account both from phone and laptop. here's some of the mess._.

they tweeted more than 20 in less than an hour what an achievement.! -,- *standing applause*

we continued with talk whatever we want and tweet whatever they hear from me, taking picture with all of those crazy and silly act. here's some of them :3

it's so mess up after they left my necklaces on my bed, magazine all over my room, perfume and roll on on my bed,laptop and handphone,camera ._. completely a mess.!!

well, call me urban but i regret nothing :D this is the best night i've been through this few days after exam and i looooooveee them as deep as the deepest trough in the entire world :D

dear girl,bitches~ i regret nothing tonight. Happy birthday Rista Nandya Safira you've been shared a really good night with us all.! big hug,kisses.
XXX,MQ

a good day to start a new month :)

welcome June i glad to meet you again this year big hug as always ({}) June is the middle of the year and it is always be my month :* so i didn't plan for any celebration to start this new month but fortunately my beloved friends @anggindyr accompanied me all day :3 go walk to the cafe, online shopping, watching gossip girl, chit chat, finding flower for school, riding all over the town, being my photographer today and last but not least save me from my no-moveon movement ._.
straight to the point on my no-move on movement, me and anggi sit on a edge of a fishpond (the fishpond near the beach). we start chitchat each other and i realize of a cute boy sitting alone and fishing. i try to look on his face and iknewhisfaceisjustlikemyexthatistilldon'tgetusedtooverhim . we both keep staring at him and sometimes when we caught, we get our eyes move to the other side :p. fishing is boring so i realized some of boys there smoke but the boy that we both keep staring isn't have any of those so i said to anggi, "nggi? even he don't smoke" i feel a little amazed note in my voice. Anggi realized that it's not good for me so she straight said "let's go home" *wait,wait,wait.!? what are you doing?* "saving you.! come on.!" *err, k,agree* and i just realize how sweet she is :p she realized that moveon movement that i want to do will ruin because of this only boy :D haha thankyou anggi~ :3
here's what i wear today :)

another one~

all i wear are unbranded i got my lovely red shoes from Bandung and anggi's headband. i just so in love with that headband :0 

i love the second photo because it's kinda of weird in positive :p as always my mother took the picture,

but here's new~

this picture took by @anggindyr and it's kind of amazing and i love it thankyou anggi~ bighug ({})

and i'll get a week full of final exam, 

your prayer means a lot for me :) please? thankyou hahais:)

still and always, XXX,MQ

lalala~

so today i heard so many good news from most of all my friends they got into the university they want. while me? still can't guess what's best for me i keep thinking and understanding what i supposed to do, where i have to go after highschool. so because a high point of confused and desperate i search and found that i want to go to business management while i hate economics as hell. business management is my passion so i'll run for it but i need a little more prove that it's the best for me. :)
xxx,MQ

omygosh i'm falling.!

yup so true i'm falling in love :3 deeply and didn't know where it goes  but i enjoy every moment with him and his smile stuck in my brain(like forever~). He thinks he's not even special, but for me? he's as special as the Mars, on fire but a truly troller :D yes,O i'm falling all over again. He's got something that i don't really know what it is but it makes me comfort every time he's with me :) so here~

One Thing – One Direction Song Lyrics
"One Thing"

[Liam]
I've tried playing it cool
But when I'm looking at you
I can’t ever be brave
'Cause you make my heart race

[Harry]
Shot me out of the sky
You're my kryptonite
You keep making me weak
Yeah, frozen and can't breathe

[Zayn]
Something’s gotta give now
'Cause I’m dying just to make you see
That I need you here with me now
'Cause you've got that one thing

[All - Chorus]
So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing

[Niall]
Now I'm climbing the walls
But you don't notice at all
That I'm going out of my mind
All day and all night

[Louis]
Something’s gotta give now
'Cause I'm dying just to know your name
And I need you here with me now
'Cause you've got that one thing

[All - Chorus]
So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my mind
And come on, come into my life
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing

Woah-oh-oh-oh
Woah-oh-oh-oh
Woah-oh-oh-oh

[Harry]
You've got that one thing

[Liam]
Get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead

[All - Chorus]
So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my mind
And come on, come into my life
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
Yeah, you've got that one thing

if it's not crazy it's not love, XXX,MQ:*

snail choco twist

hello~ Today i decide to go to my teacher's house and finished problems that i've(my class) got in school, i think what i supposed to wear, so? i think my golden shimmer dress will help me compromise with my old chocolate cardigan and my black tight._. and i wear hijab because i will go to my religion teacher. here i am~

do i look more thin? xoxo :p so i wear unbranded hijab, unbranded dress, unbranded tight, unbranded cardigan, my friend's DIY project(DOMO-little bag) and st. yves flat shoes :* i usually have to spent a little more time choosing clothes to wear, but today? it's kinda perfect(i guess)

after finishing problem with my teacher..
i go to the nearest cafe in my town (conato) and buy a snail choco ice cream. Snail choco ice cream is a fried bread that have a quite big hole in them just like the ice cream cone and the hole filled by chocolate ice cream. how sweet~ :9
and then i go home~,but my parents want to go to "pengajian" so there isn't food. then i go to my favourite place to buy fried rice and then buy one._. but before i go home (again) i met my friends and we plan to go to the "smile everyday"(one of cozy cafe too.red) we have a quite amusing moment there and laughter :0 after we get full, we come home and me? now writing this to you all :*

so i'd like to show you some of my pic using this cute choco thing :3

i love the center photo most~ and the left one because i look skinner :p that's all today thankyou for reading again :*
still and always, XXX,MQ

this is what i wear to school pt.2

so long~ and welcome new weekdays :) i supposed to post this the time before~ but._. i never have a quite long time to sit, take some hot chocolate and writing a post about this._. so because tonight i have quite enough time. i'd like to show you this~

i wear a DIY mustache from hamabeads, unbranded belt, unbranded hijab and monol watch._.

on the left side of you,ppl~ my uniform on wednesday and thursday :D it's just like another school at my country this is usually called grey and white uniform because highschool is grey and white era~ :* haha. then the right one is what i wear to school on friday~\m/ maybe you confused,why i use something like scarf over my neck. it's not a scarf it's~

tadaaa~ a hijad :D my school isn't religious based school but we use a hijab every friday, it's show everyone in my town that my school have a religious student :3 Alhamdulillah~ :D
and last but not least on saturday we use scout uniform it's same all around the world so i guess i didn't need to post it because i know you're smart enough to know it~ :D

thankyou for reading again people~,xxx,MQ :*

Monologue

for about 7days far,i get many critics from everyone about myself so i decide to have a monologue with myself about how to get in on an environment or social life. i have such a really bad attitude for adapting because what i believe so far is

 "it's not important what they think about me,as long as i didn't make mistakes to them. it's fine,but if they think i'm a trouble while i'm in silence it's their judgement, not myself."

it's completely true but i found that this sentence not just meant as what i can take with short analyze. It's have a deeper idea. what's that? here are there

* if someone think you're a trouble,well maybe you're for them. It can be your attitude on them (not in purpose) or how you see them. we never know what in someone's heart but we can be mature enough to analyze it. i realize i have so many enemies and i don't care because what i believe so far is just

"they hate me because they don't know me well enough" 

and so far i still don't need them in my life, but someday maybe i will(we never know) :) so if i think "they don't know me well enough so they thought all the negative ideas about me" so why? it is not me,come closer to them and show them who am i really is. :) i have such a huge egoism point and i realize it, it took almost 12years to figure out how to control my egoism.

i am the kind of girl who didn't like to talk to someone that can't get what i am talking about in one chance. i hate to talk to someone like that, but maybe it's my own fault that i don't give clearly idea about what i really thinking about so they can't understand it.


what i really supposed to do are giving a chance for myself to take friendship from all of people i met and treat them same because they're my friends no matter how they treat me because once my friend said
"we'll know it's you,Atika.! after a year and we'll get used by your attitude" and it's my job to get to in environment (without changing myself) because someday maybe i'll need it :)

this is what i wear to school pt.1

hello~ this is what i wear to school part 1~ at mon(ster)day and t(w)ues(ter)day the laziest day of the week~ because it's so faaaaar from the weekend._. and it's so easy after weekend to the mon(ster)day ._. i always have a flag ceremony every monday and at tuesday i'm going to school at quarter past 5 am for get and extra lesson (biology). it's kinda fun in my eternity class :) somehow i enjoyed it while sometime i shed tears for this class :'

i wear all unbranded uniform._. use swatch swatch and nevada black boots~ :* and simple bun

i ever told you right? dear readers~ i have a really messy hair and i love to make bun of my hair because it's simply can make me move without thinking what will happen with my hair._. here it is the bun._.

a little bit confusing if you see it but it's really simple~ and i love it :D so this is what i wear at the first part of week i will post my other uniform~ :D anyway thanks again for reading~
 xxx,MQ

kartini's celebration\m/

hi~ there again, i just did my kartini's celebration at last may 2nd 2012. in my highschool we did a bazar and final of choosing prince-princess of smansa and of course the girl use kebaya in many colour~ my class colour is chocolate because we are "eternities and the chocolate factory" so here we go

this is my stand golden and chocolate all the way~

this is me wearing unbranded things ._. from head to toe is my mom's own. my make up made by my mom :* my hair is inspired by this white party hair a la serena  thank you youtube :p and i wear soft lens and forget the brand._.v i look like more Chinese,i guess-,- so this all will be photo of me with all of my friends :*

with my lovely big 6._. friends from old times :* left to right: @anamewmew,@nandsafira,@atikazhr,@anggindyr,@hestids,@aneirawr 

with my quatro~ left to right : @arriiida,@zulffani,sinta,@atikazhr

with al~ :D

with ef~(@rennnoo) :D

what a lovely day it was :) while actually i cried over two nights before :p haha but it's worth it~ i'm satisfied,thanks and sorry for everyone if  i made a mistake :) big thanks for my one and only mother :D the greatest women for me :* {} still and always xx,MQ

exbf-bestfriend

so here we go, i'd like to introduce you with some of my best friend,everyday :) from the uniqueness one. exbf-bestfriend maybe you ask who friendzoned who, well i get friendzoned._. because i'm forever alone girl~ \m/ so here he is 

i love this picture much :3 so i'll describe him, he has a red hair,dark skin and cute smile. this smile is the one that remind me of him :) he is a simple boy but deep inside him many pages of novel could write in. he loves paramore much. he's a talented drummer._. he loves jason mraz just like me :3 this boy is still single and pretty available :p but he can't get the one she want so let's pray for him to get the best one he could ever get :) *not me,i'm friendzoned~* aamiin._. wkwk._. he's now waiting for the national exam result and still unemployed(?) well let says it,he's taking a really long break of school as about 4months for waiting entering university, i'm envy him as hell. he's one of 12 first acceleration students at my high school. he has big heart and random thoughts that sometimes help me figure out things :) so thankyou for this boy for always there for me :) ({}) and yes his name is rinaldy firstian, my ef :3

you can judge me and think all of those negative think about "why i post this?" because i have a deal and i didn't like breaking promises as i didn't like waiting._. so that's why._. thanks for reading again
XXX,MQ

sounds like the '70 is back~ :)

hi everyone, this is my first time to be announcer or master of ceremony outside my school, the theme of this event is old bike so everyone try to look older than they are now. It's a great opportunity and i look good with old fashion so here we go :

do i look that nice? u,u thankyou~
i wear fame ruffles shirt, unbranded skirt, casio watch, kickers shoes, louis vuitton hand bag :* and 2braid :*
i love my ruffles skirt my gosh~ :D so i decide to give you a little bit more detail picture of my ruffles :3

see? it's just that cute :3 and i want another ruffles so i want to sew my self a new one :D if it's done i'll give you the picture._. i don't get the event picture so sorry, but i hope you enjoyed this time :3 thanks for reading~ xxx,MQ