exbf-bestfriend

so here we go, i'd like to introduce you with some of my best friend,everyday :) from the uniqueness one. exbf-bestfriend maybe you ask who friendzoned who, well i get friendzoned._. because i'm forever alone girl~ \m/ so here he is 

i love this picture much :3 so i'll describe him, he has a red hair,dark skin and cute smile. this smile is the one that remind me of him :) he is a simple boy but deep inside him many pages of novel could write in. he loves paramore much. he's a talented drummer._. he loves jason mraz just like me :3 this boy is still single and pretty available :p but he can't get the one she want so let's pray for him to get the best one he could ever get :) *not me,i'm friendzoned~* aamiin._. wkwk._. he's now waiting for the national exam result and still unemployed(?) well let says it,he's taking a really long break of school as about 4months for waiting entering university, i'm envy him as hell. he's one of 12 first acceleration students at my high school. he has big heart and random thoughts that sometimes help me figure out things :) so thankyou for this boy for always there for me :) ({}) and yes his name is rinaldy firstian, my ef :3

you can judge me and think all of those negative think about "why i post this?" because i have a deal and i didn't like breaking promises as i didn't like waiting._. so that's why._. thanks for reading again
XXX,MQ

sounds like the '70 is back~ :)

hi everyone, this is my first time to be announcer or master of ceremony outside my school, the theme of this event is old bike so everyone try to look older than they are now. It's a great opportunity and i look good with old fashion so here we go :

do i look that nice? u,u thankyou~
i wear fame ruffles shirt, unbranded skirt, casio watch, kickers shoes, louis vuitton hand bag :* and 2braid :*
i love my ruffles skirt my gosh~ :D so i decide to give you a little bit more detail picture of my ruffles :3

see? it's just that cute :3 and i want another ruffles so i want to sew my self a new one :D if it's done i'll give you the picture._. i don't get the event picture so sorry, but i hope you enjoyed this time :3 thanks for reading~ xxx,MQ

if they said it would never happen i said no

 i've an extremely life such as:

1. "there's no ex-bestfriend" everyone says that there's no an ex-bestfriend. well, i do have an ex-bestfriend because when i trust her with all my heart,she lied and stabbed me from behind. i hurt and forgive her but sorry it's no longer a bestfriendship she's a liar and always be.

2. "making friendship with an ex is impossible" well i making friendship with two of my 4 ex-es ._. it's fun actually :D because i still have them even when we're not in a relationship :)

so long~ i'm on my middle studying limit._.

hi hello~  i miss my blog as hell.! i didn't have a single free time to open my laptop and write on my blog, not a single second.!
and now? in my my middle time studying limit i decide to write what i've done after 19th of April until today because i guess you all need to know :D so yes,let's get started.!

April 20th 2012
i prepared for a farewell party for my senior class because i'm a member of school organization and i'm the leader of the event part so i HAVE to be there and give all i can to this event. well thanks God i'm arrived home at half past ten pm :) it's okay and well i'm a little bit not satisfied but well i've give my best :)

April 21st 2012
the farewell party. i got so much hugs and tears.! it's such an amazing feeling.!! i can't let them go,i may not have a special relation with them but yes i'll lost them. i shed my tears not shed i guess i cried loudly.! i hug everyone there and give them my "heart apology" so..

so for all of my seniors you're all a star you just need a perfect temperature and age for shine. you set yourself. :) i'll miss you :*

i love them even if they're like that, i'll miss those problems on me with them and i'll remember every laugh that i've share with them. god bless you all,success.!

April 22nd 2012
i'm going out of town. i'm going to SURABAYA.! as my delayed holiday :) and what a wonderful night at my father's friend wedding party so much food and i'm full as hell :D but, i got my problem that night but well i guess it's over now, i may 16th but i'm mature enough for forgiving people.

April 23rd 2012
a shopping day.! i got my first ruffles shirt and a red short i'll upload it but not at this post._.v and yes.! i have a black boots for school. so much win\m/

April 24th 2012
i arrived at my hometown and celebrate my best friend's birthday.! hey hello.! arida fitriana yasmin.! happy birthday dear little girl :) and this is the awkward night ever.! how can? 3 of my 30 in this event at the same time? i shocked and thankful *ups* hahaha._. what a night :)

April 25th 2012
it's today.! nothing happen just me sitting on my bed opening math books and laptop. writing blog in my middle studying limit. because i feel so "genius" opening this book until i don't know how to read._. i feel blind hahaha.

so yes. it's done here. i got a really great days and got my new boy best friend :) it's been a tiring week but it's cool\m/ xxx,MQ

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 yes i'm so that desperate.

Javanese + Italian could it be? :p

have i said it? i can cook a little bit :p i'm not in mood eating rice tonight because i feel like i've broke my scale. so i decided eat something "lighter" for dinner tonight ._. (ps. i've eat two kind of food before this dinner at noon) my choice come to my old instant spaghetti on my foodstorage and because my mom has cook a soy sauce chicken for dinner i decided to eat it too because it tastes so good~ as hell.! :9 here's the picture of it.

if i eat this with rice and my mom's sambal i'll get another plate, so i decide no for this time.

i spend 10minutes to boil my instant spaghetti and i hate waiting ._. and while boiling the spaghetti i give a pinch of salt and pepper to make a better taste. after it i strain it and leave it on the plate and give the special sauce~ i've in my house ._. and take one of the chicken and leave it on top of spaghetti~ just like this. . .

my mom's said its Javanese meets Italian~ and my rates for this food from 0-10 is 8 because the chicken tastes so good(my mom's cook) and the spaghetti tastes match perfectly with the chicken :) and i'm just loving it :D and full thanks God :0 Alhamdulillah._.
and i completely full because i closed the dinner with cimory-red grape and a bread with NUTELLA.!!!

hahaha i'm fully thankful and have a fully stomach~ \m/ and yes Javanese can meet Italian and get 8/10 xxx,MQ:*

i may old fashion and yes this is my first jar of NUTELLA~.!

this just sooooo awe-so-me :0 i puke rainbow._.

hahaha i'm exciteeeeeeed\m/ xxx,MQ :*

born this way

thanking god for what we have is an easy act but it's forgotten a lot.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ @ANEIRAWR

good afternoon, what a day of the new 17th year old  gaaaaaaaal the one and only Azarine Neira Avisha :* {}
i wish as you a longl and happy life :D and at this year you'll be happy as sunshine :) of course wish you shine as sun everywhere with your smile and moreover in someone's heart :D happy sweet 17th~ you've grown up dear~ our little apien~:* love you,xxx {}

my bestfriend's heart is mine too :'

it was going to be a sad post but today i've got two news of two different bestfriend i've got :' so i made this post first it's about my bestfriend Luqman Aji Pratama. he lost his father on April 12th 2012. i may not the eye witness but i bleeds my heart out too :' i love him much and i just can't see him currenty at this situation so becauase i'm a good bestfriend i've to 911-ing my shoulder oh him :) RIP LAP's father,be strong my dearest bestfriend {}

teenager

they said we are wild, free and uncontrollable but trust me we're just want to try all of those stuffs and when we want to get out everything seems so right,so we stay like that.

at least money can buy healthiness._.

hello sorry for not posting yesterday,so i decide making a very early post today._. i'm not at school because i'm sick for about this 5days from Saturday but today i feel great :D and i realized something,

money can't buy happiness

yes it can't but it can buy healthiness, yesterday i was went to the specialist child doctor, my doctor since baby, why? because my body can't accept the medicine that general doctor give to me long time ago. there is a doctor in my city a general doctor,when i'm on the first grade of senior highschool i get sick and go to that doctor, but he false analyzing me and when i took the medicine i always get dizzy about three times more.so? my mother didn't want to take me to that doctor anymore, but she want to take me to another general doctor but my father didn't agree. and don't you believe? general doctor cost 2,5$ and my specialist child doctor cost 7$ it's a lot of money :0 but here i am now healthy and ready to face my day \m/ thank's mom,pa :*
xxx,

i love mommy:*

the most hurt person in the world if you cry is not your friends, bestfriends not even your boyfriend/girlfriend. it's always been her, the one that you live in 9months, she couldn't see her little daughter/son cried for some unimportant reasons :) that's why she get more hurt and more anger when you know why are you crying, that makes you feel like you're not alone in this world, it makes you stronger. thankyou mommy i love you much :*,xxx.

love what you have and do it

it's not about what you supposed to do to be what they want you to be but it's about what you love, your truly passion. it's your life make it's simpler and enjoy it because they aren't living your life so be thankful and love.:D

vintage meeting._.

heyho~ i got a stiff neck,headache and losing voice._. i can't eat and drink easily just like you all._. i guess i got a sickness but i won't go to the doctor, maybe it'll recover themselves aamiin get well soon myself :D
i follow school organization and my school given me many tasks to do as student, so i can't get a rest._. but hopefully i would look happy even when i'm sick ._.v so this is me on Saturday afternoon,attending OSIS meeting.

i use mother's shirt, unbranded highwaist, e.aigner bag, kickers shoes, swatch and a fake smile._.
hehe why i said it's fake? well i look sad actually not bright as sunshine :| well this is the candid photo my mom takes a little weird but at least it's honest photo:*

i may look stupid but well~ everybody has they own style and i'm still MessyQ :D
xxx,MQ:*

purpling Bali

well this is me when i want to go to the jimbaran beach to have dinner :D

i wear unbranded jeans, zara purple cardigan, unbranded jumpsuit and strawberry purple bag.

well it's just a photo that i have taken with my new friends from telkomsel school community~ 

me using Netherlands braid as my hair style that day :)

that was an amazing experience for me, thankyou telkomsel :D 

xxx,MQ

MQ says INTRO

everyone says a name for themselves, well i'd glad to announce my words for myself is messy. i'd glad to be myself and not properly good at fashion or style that's why i called myself messy.
my hair are kind of bad damage hair and it's absolutely messy everyday. i love to do random things and say hurting words for people.but now i learn how to be sarcastic like a sir so no one will get hurt and i'll satisfied. :D
i could be extremely sad for no reason and smile for no reason too, I've a roller coaster mood (hopefully not a kind of mentally sickness).

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i hate people who tell me what to do,while themselves not doing what they've said.
i'm a temperamental girl and when i got of my anger's edge i'll keep silent and quiet like never before.
i love to debate it's like angry for reason, it's make me look like a nerd with style~
i love tweeting and read all of those unimportant tweet but i kinda of lazy to open my science books.
i have eyes that look like blade when i'm angry and look like moon when i'm happy :)
i have a terrible English grammar
i have talent in writing and finding inspiring quotes

but i believe what i've today are written by Allah and i'd glad to have it all :D so here we are i'm messyqueen announce that i have those words that will make you shit bricks._.

xxx,MQ